06/14/2026

Today I had the pleasure of catching up with an old friend, one of my oldest actually. We played a round of Disc Golf in an old Neighborhood. Streets were still there but the houses were gone, lost to a storm that pasted through many years ago. Something strange about playing on streets where people onced lived, not thinking about leaving in the way they did. It's strange using a space originally designed for living, into a green space. we normally do it the other way around here. Afterwards we grabbed lunch and continued to catch up. No I will not talk about me going +7 over par. it's fine. With a meal in my belly I made my way home in a hurry, cause I had more plans. Shocker I know. I met my old mentor from NN who was in the Den for a donors meeting. We met a Cuppa for some tea and tea. I have to admit, when I made plans with her I choice a "random" coffee shop. It was the same coffee spot I went on my first date with my last ex :) her birthday was actually the other day, probably should have wished her well of all people :/ we learn. I digress. I have a lot more life ahead of me even with everything falling apart. Or perhaps I should say, "I have so much more life ahead DESPITE everything falling apart. I've been offered bits and bits more each day. There may be something to networking, something much more natural to building relationships. Which sounds kind of silly to say. "No duh, making relationships is important" But I wasn't holding it to heart. ~~

Nah that last bit is too harsh on myself. I don't take my friends for granted. The opposite actually. But What I Do take for granted is myself. I need to remember that I'm smarter than I let myself believe. I'm taking advantage of my opportunities. But I could also be doing more. I have to Hustle :( not to Hustle but because I can :( YEEE-UUKE. My mentor told me I have something not many people have. A work ethic that shows up when others leave. Which I've heard before. But I used to believe people were talking about someone else. I used to see the person others saw in me as some else from the me I was everyday. Two different mes. me-mes. nvm.

But What am I trying to get at? nothing. but I'm trying to get these thoughts out of my head so I can say "ok, I said it" and what happens next will be talked about in the next post. Lord Willing

Until then. I will keep endulging myself in my free space of the internet. I'm thinking of exploring so more writing so if you haven't read any of the new updates in the stories section please look.